Archive for October, 2001

Father

Saturday, October 27th, 2001

I wish I had a father. I do have a biological father that I know about as well as my second cousin’s boyfriend’s uncle’s roomate. I have a step-father that will never know me as his world is black and white. I will never know what it is like.

wake up and sleep

Monday, October 15th, 2001

In the last few weeks now I have woken up at very odd hours at least once each week. It is really odd. Today I woke up at 2:00. I almost got back to sleep but a car alarm went off, then a while later a police siren went off. Now [...]

rain

Sunday, October 14th, 2001

The last three times I have rode my motorcycle it has rained while I was riding. I think it may be a sign. Although I got inside not more than 30 seconds before it started hailing. So I suppose that is good huh?

Today

Saturday, October 13th, 2001

Today was a good day

ride

Tuesday, October 9th, 2001

I went for a motorcycle ride this evening. I got out of the garage to find it had rained. I almost turned back to get my car. I am so glad I did not. It was a beautiful ride. Just a light drizzle. Not enough to drench me. [...]

came out wrong?

Monday, October 8th, 2001

Looking back on what I wrote about movie night may have come out wrong. Reading it I think it looks like a sympathy sort of deal. I do not think that is how i felt though. I just need to learn better how to be more sociable.

Movie night

Sunday, October 7th, 2001

Tonight was supposed to be movie night at my place. A time for my friends to come over, shoot the shit, hang out, maybe drink a bit, and watch a movie. Not one person showed up. Not one person called. And I had called everyone that I had seen within this [...]

aaahhhhhhh (as in relaxed)

Thursday, October 4th, 2001

I feel good. I had a talk with my boss earlier today. He told me that we were not making any money really in the tech shop. I already knew this though as I was hardly doing any billing. I then told him about my wants to go to school for something totally different than [...]

My very first survey…

Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001

1. Whats one thing you wish you could do but can’t?
Be a woman for a short while just to know….
2. What is your ideal marriage location?
No where. Marriage is supposed to be a celebration of love. Too often I see it not be that. It is just a title though.
3. Which musical instrument do you [...]